Sunday, March 11, 2012

3-11-2012

It's good to be home.

I stopped by Mom's first thing on my way home.  This is the longest trip I've had since she moved to her new apartment.  I wasn't sure what to expect.  It was just after 3, and the nurses told me she was in her room.

She didn't seem that happy or surprised to see me.  What I asked how she was, she said "Just sitting here." she was staring at a blank screen on the tv, and the said "Maybe you can help me fix this.  I was trying to put on a game to play, but I can't seem to find any games on here." 

'Games?  Do you mean movies, Mom?   I can put one in for you.'

"No, I thought your son had installed some games on here."  It was interesting - she asked me about 'my son' several times today, but never said his name.

I stayed for awhile, just relaxing....and after a hectic week on the road, it really was relaxing.  The only thing I can say about mom is that she seemed kind of out of it.  I think the best word would be 'groggy'.  Her speech was slurred, she was yawning a lot, and she kept talking about how tired she was after walking up and down all those hills.

After a Ford Explorer commercial she said "I'm not upset about not having a car anymore.  I used to be, but not anymore.  I have people that will take me wherever I need to go."

No anger or anxiety from her today.  Just boredom, perhaps?

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